Today sucked again. What else is new? Everyday seems worse than the day before. Essentially it feels like each new day is the worst day of my life. I do not know what to do with my life. Today I woke up late... again. Of course my mom didn't make it any better by yelling at me and causing a scene. She always has to cause a scene. No matter what I do somehow she has to tell me how my brother is better. I can't do any good in her eyes.
So yeah I got to school late for the third time in two weeks. I got a detention. Well my life really can't get any worse so it doesn't bother me too much. I would be spending that time by myself anyway so it gives me something to do. I failed my physics quiz again which wasn't a surprise. Mom will make a big deal about that too. She will probably throw in a comment about how Dave never fails any of his tests. I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT DAVE DOES!!! I'm done listening to her crap about Dave. Really, I'm gonna do what I'm gonna do with my life. I don't care anymore.
To make today worse it happened to be freshman beat down day. I shouldn't be upset about that since I'm a junior, but I still received a beating. Not because they wanted to, but that no one could remember that I wasn't a freshman. The worst part about it is that the kids who beat on me share the same locker row with me. Just goes to show how much people notice me. I feel like I have nothing to live for. I do nothing right. I really don't wanna go through this much longer. I can't live this way. No one should. I need help that I know I won't get from anyone. Why does MY life have to suck so bad? What did I do to deserve this? I really don't know. Well I'm done for now. I'll be sure to write on the next worst day of my life... tomorrow.
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