It's been 3 days since I was supposed to get my period. I've never been this late before. All I threw up when I woke up... not a good sign."Could I have counted wrong?" "What if I'm sick?" And worse of all "What if I'm pregnant?" I have no idea what to do. My parents have no clue that I have even touched a boy.
I had to talk to Rob. I had no idea what to say. I really like him, but I do not know how he feels about me. He's the first boy I've ever really gotten close to.
I saw him all day and couldn't build up the courage to talk to him. Finally after school I built up the courage to talk to him about what happened.
"Hey Rob, remember two weeks ago?" "Of course, how could I forget? It was awesome." "Yeah well about that... You wore a condom
right?"
"No. You said you were on the pill..."
Those are words I never wish I heard.
"Rob, I never said that to you!!! I've never had sex before why would I be on the pill? Are you that stupid. You said you loved me... how could you be so careless?" Tears started to pour down my face...
"Why are you making this such a big deal... I forgot. I promise it won't happen again." And then a sudden silence came over him. He realized why I was so upset. "Oh shit, your not....
It's not a big deal... I'm sure you're fine." I could tell by his voice that he was lying.
After school I went to the store and bought a home pregnancy test. I saw a little happy face appear.
That couldn't have been any more wrong. I have never cried so much in my life. I have no idea what to do. God help me....
Rebecca
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